13 years we spent together.   My best friend thru all the heartaches,  the men that never stuck around,  my unhappiness with my life.   You hung in there and were by my side.  Now that you’re gone,  life feels so empty and meaningless.   I wish you were still here.   I will always miss you and tear up when I think of you.   I miss the way you would nuzzle me, and I would give you kisses on your head.   You were so excited when I came home.  I hated leaving you.   I love you, my baby sweet Guinness boy.  You will always be the bestest boy in the whole wide world.